26th
You bore me.
When you tell me I’m the most amazing person ever.
When you tell me I look awesome every time you lay your eyes on me.
When you call me at every opportunity to talk to me.
When you remind me how sweet my voice sounds every time we speak.
When you devote every part of you to me after the first day.
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You make me shinier than the shiniest star in the night sky.
You put me so high on a pedestal that I cannot go any higher.
Your compliments are so predictable that I have nothing to look forward to.
You want to talk to me so much that I am bored of you.
You and I have both run out of things to say because we have talked to each other too much due to your persistence and eagerness. Constantly. 24/7. No breaks. Let’s say everything because it’s some sort of race.
You would never say no to anything I ask.
You are so effortless. So easy.
You give me no challenge.
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My heart does not race for you because you put it all on a plate for me.
My heart never longs for your touch because you make yourself always available.
My heart never wonders about you because I know, all the time, where you are.
My heart never aches for you because it has no new desires. It gets everything it wants.
I never get butterflies in my stomach because with you, everything is routine.
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When I lie in bed I am not thinking of you because I just spent my whole entire waking day being hunted by you.
Finally I am asleep and dreaming of feeling special.
..until I am woken up at 3am by you because you “want to talk”. Every single day without fail.
